The warrior in me

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I want to be a warrior

warrior to achieve my dreams

I don’t want to be locked up

I never wanted to give up my dreams

I want to fly away and enjoy the bliss of freedom

but…

I do not know, where am now

Am I living or dead?

I asked myself several times

Yet, my soul left me unanswered

my questions were silenced by responsibilities

my dreams were shattered in the burden of obligations

I felt I lost the charm to living and brighten up my life

but…

a day came when a soul awakened me from the darkness

I could see the dark clouds shatter away

the bright sunshine was filling in me

the new me was reborn

I reconstructed my dreams on the slightest thread I got

and here am, dancing along the thread to the horizon

the path is narrow and complicated

yet my vision never faded

it got clearer as I was approaching

waiting to grab my wings to fly away

yet ..

one day I would return, as I cannot run away from my incubus

yet the path I chose is letting me live to the fullest

miracles help me work on my predicaments

fight my way through to my accomplishments

escaping myself from the narrowmindedness and shallowness

to the brighter cognizance

The world for better me.

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The wake-up call

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As it dawns

I open my arms to the new day blessed to me

I wish I could be born every single day

every day a new me

a brighter me

to bring in new possibilities to live

to loosen me into the world that is grinding me

I want to be the butterfly flying from one flower to the other

treasuring the honey grabbed from each flower

I want to be the wind that moves

I want to be the water that nourishes the land

the new me wanted to be an explorer

living a day fulfilling my dreams

dance like the butterflies in the garden of love

I want to be carried away in the wind to any far off places

the wanderer in me is calling me out

I wish .. I just could wander away into the mist

hiding away from everything,

yet witnessing the most tranquilizing beauty

the explorer in me is longing to be out and about

the artist in me want to paint a picture that none has ever seen

the writer in me want to pen down all the wildest imaginations

Am like the life that want to spring out of the shell

explore the opportunities around me

and be an adventurer.

As you whispered in my ears…

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As I opened my eyes

half asleep and half awake

I knew I heard a voice

I knew it was you

But I know you are not near me

From far beyond my reach

you whispered my name

I wished you were near me

and humming in my ears close to my cheeks

nestled on my face…

where I could feel the prickliness on you unshaved face

your tiny little eyes..popping out

looking at me and smiling

I wish I could be holding your hands as I drift myself into a deep sleep

Now I know that my dreams are just dreams

I wish to survive this breakaway

like the kite cut off from the string

I might fly off, but will remain twisted in a branch

for you to find me….lost and weird

Our journey is never ending.

It goes beyond one’s expectations

the journey of my lifetime

to fulfill my dreams with you.

You awakened the ‘me’ and am all yours forever

Forever…is too small word to say….yet

As we look into each other, the forever is like night and day.

Being Late cost me you

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I never knew that being late was such a hardship

I lost you, in the whole journey

Being late cost me …you

the loss cannot be nullified

the void cannot be filled

yet we survive

to the fullest

my heart said ” better late than never”

the positivity brought me you into my life

even though miles apart

life gave me what I wanted

the most valued treasure in my life

the one who understands me

even with his eyes closed

even if the whole journey of my life went off the road

I met you at a cross road

where everything seemed to place right

even when we were travelling in two different directions

yet we met 

You solved my heart

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At times I wondered what my heart needed

did I ever love someone truly

I realised when I eyes unknowingly shed tears for you

I realised when I truly felt a dagger in my heart, at the very moment I missed you

I realised that love is not just being around for someone

but to be someone’s forever even when they are not near

I learned to say no to many things

I could control myself from all the temptations

It is you who is my strength

with you, its just me and not a pretend me

I could smile unconditionally

I could love unconstrained

I love to be tangled in your arms forever

I realised my worth, the reason for my life

you make me complete

you make me step into my dreams

the way we are connected make me live and smile

you are one my heart sighed for …