A riddle in me

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I want to hide away like the moon in the clouds

I wanted to be hidden forever like the stars in the sunlight

the real me was seen by none

I was obscured in the world around me

I wanted to share my secrets

I wanted to portray the real me to the world

I was hidden for the goodness of all

My soul was trapped in the fake me

the pain in me was disguised by my smile

the scars in me were stashed by the skin

my dreams were shattered and buried deep down in me

My eyes never dropped a tear

Since I knew my tears were the victory for others

I smiled even with my pain

My strength is my power to withstand

I could walk on the fire and be pricked by thorns

No pain could stop me…to lead and bounce back from any situation

I can cry all night and smile the next day, even with my tired eyes

The woman in me has deceptive eyes

I wish to bury my secrets in my grave

As my secrets can be a dagger to others

My eyes has thousands of stories to say

yet I wish to kee my eyes shut

never to propel the truths that hurt

The mystery in me should be unsolved until my death

I want to live as a riddle and die as an enigma.

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