She decided to walk away
Walk away from everything that hurt her
She was tired of convincing
She wondered why it was important to convince
Was she not conveying the facts running in her life?
Was she not the one belonging there?
It hurt her every second of being misunderstood
the moments of happiness were overshadowed by the doubts
she for a moment thought that she never belonged there
life was complicated
she stood there on the steps overlooking the tracks
it was a choice
choice of deciding to live fighting or fight to accept death
the tracks led nowhere, yet she stood watching the train pass
the faces that vaguely passed by
she stood there watching for hours
death was never a choice for her
as she was a fighter
she has to live for the life she has given birth to
she stood away from the tracks
walked back home to embrace her little one
For a moment death was inviting her
yet she struggled with her thought
and decided to be a fighter again.