Monthly Archives: February 2018

She …(part -1)

A cold morning, she was snuggled under the blanket. It was almost five in the morning. Time to wake up, A whole day awaiting her. She was still struggling to wake up from her dreamland. All she wanted was to sleep.

As the alarm started to ring, she battled with her mind, one side who doesn’t want to wake up, the other who has responsibilities awaiting her.

Finally in the usual way, accomplishing waking her up, her brain spreads a smile. She wakes up, praying and checking on her alarm clock. Her lovely kids beside her – as she looks at them – her face explodes a smile while her brain lets her think – ” oh !! god, what is today’s menu ?”

Again with lots of pain and discomfort, she leaves her comfy bed, sliding a pillow on to the side, so that her daughter doesn’t fall off. As she walks out of her room, her thoughts keep wandering, blabbering to her mind -” Remember the times you were scared of darkness, you were always afraid to go into a dark room, now look at you, you are awake when the whole world is silent.”

At the thought of it, she smiles, feeling proud.

She brushes and gets ready herself for a walk . Something she loves to enjoy…..she puts on her favourite song to play, plugs in her headphones and then puts on her shoes… and as she is all set walks to the door, locking it and confirming again pushing it once with her soft palms.

She walks into the darkness, soft breeze welcoming her to the early hours of the day.

It was the time, of her own…

the time she talks to the wind

the time she talks to her heart

she walks along the path as if she was flying

waving her hands

as she walks

which slowly brushes her hips

it was the time she is awakened completely.

By the time she ends her walk, she has a solid blueprint of her plan for the day.

She is all set for the day…..

(to be contd….)

 

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Is it her fault?

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Her eyes were full of dreams

Dreams that she wished to chase

she watched the boys next door

playing around …

her eyes wished for the same

she never understood 

what made her different from him

was he unable to do?

was he just born to be free?

is it her own fault?

she never understood the complexities

she was awakened even before the sun rose high

she was never let to sleep, even when the night was about to dawn

she had utensils and brooms to play with

she had none other than the silence to talk to

her tired bones, crushed underneath her skin

she just thought

” I am just a girl, was that my fault ?”.

Silence never answered her. …..

 

Save me from being invisible…

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at times the moments

come to me

when my eyes betray my heart

overflowing the burdens of it

your voice echoes in my ears

being away from you

breaks me into pieces

I just close my eyes

wishing you just collect

every piece of me

and join it with yours forever

saving me from being imperceptible.

in love…..blinded

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Your anger

Your frustration

Your passion

your sadism

Your sensuality

i do not which version of you

Am in love with

In everything of you, I just see you

nothing more than my love

am I blinded?

I am just spellbound by your magic

the magic spell of your love

I danced in the shadow

as if  I was sprinkled with magic dust

enchanted in your arms

even when am blinded

my heart pounded on your chest

as your lips brushed my forehead. 

 

Enclose me in those eyes

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Like the song that you keep humming

like the song that haunts your mind

I want to be that in you

the one that resides away from you

still your neighbour 

just a footstep away from your heart

just at your fingertip

just as at the eyelids open up

your eyes embrace mine 

contain me in you 

let me hide in it 

from the world that makes up apart.