Her Crime ….

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She was born…

She was raised as a burden…

She dreamed like everyone.. yet she was never supposed to…

She seemed to realise it lately…

Was it her crime?

She was snatched from every happiness.. Burdens on the financial stability were morphed as the reason. Yet she was granted the permission to study. She thought it was an opportunity for her to be independent.

She never knew what shelter was, as she abused in the name of it. She thought, that being abused was meant to be love. She never realised or learned what real love meant to be, as she was abandoned in the name of many things -unknown to her…

Was it her crime ?

She studied, but she was not well fed for being good -as she adulterated with poison at an early stage. She was never meant to be cured, none cared too… instead, devils hunted for her at every stage…

Tainted once, was hard to hallow again.

Even when she portrayed the morality, a black mark is indeed a mark -which never fades away.

She loved -lost it recurringly-when the case of credibility arose. Even when she wished to be what she wants, she was thrown into the gutters of black marks which she never earned but was stabbed with it.

She stepped into a life, making her own heaven, but again she was broken, never to be mended again.

Her dreams were always snatched away in the name of responsibilities. Never once she was granted the permission to spread her wings and fly away into her own world. She wept, prayed and craved for the freedom she wished for, but everyone turned a deaf ear to her.

Delight in smaller quantities was bestowed to her. But it was again a set back in her life, where she had to give up the wings she sustained in her life for over years. She cried but never broke away. She began to pull in more dreams, through everything she could to build another world of her own, something she never dreamed about.

She built her own solace walls, hung up all things she could dream about to keep her motivated, every time when a stranger comes and knock her down.

Destiny never favoured her.

She found her dream and the person to keep her dream alive forever. Both she valued the most.

Every time she is irritated with an external thrust to quit both, to be caged again in the name of rules, controls and obligation.

It was killing her every moment, yet she knew none could help her. Only the way out in her path was death-which she assumed to take it as the last resort.

She walked on thorns, quitting every wish in her life to seeking her new dream, which was helping her breathe.

She was impure always …and will remain the same forever for all …

Even when she considered it as their inability to understand her…

For her, it was all a game of GOD, and she trusted that power to the core. As and when she lost the dearest possession, she stayed strong.

She was asked to sacrifice everything she adorned ..

Was it her mistake, that she is never labelled to own anything she aspired?

But she was strong enough to survive…

as she will endure until the end…

loosing is never knew her now, as she learned the art of mending her soul to the outside world, even when she wept inside…

She knew, she will be blamed every other moment as she never walked away from all these, even when she never deserved anything other than being just a renounced life.

She would never be entitled as unsullied, even when she deceives her life to keep others happier.

She will survive… as she never learned to give up …that is what her life taught her till then…

She survives..as a crime for others to slaughter her dreams…

An endeavour that she promised herself to continue, the moment she realised she was none for others..

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Wake me up Oh !! My Mornings

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wake me up like this

as the slow sunshine strides into my room

through the windows that shut me away from the world

knocking through the glasses

sliding into my thick layers of  sheets

glowing the inches of my skin as it moves up

until the light reaches my eyes

shining bright …

awakening from my deep slumber

showering the warmth of the fresh mornings

bewitching me with the sunshine that is bestowed on me..

engaging my thoughts with the sip of the coffee I crave the most

to feel the richness of morning glory..

 

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dewdrops on you..

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Being apart ,

kills me more than ever

I long for the caress of your hands  on me

as I fall asleep in your arms

the touch that brings me alive

everything with you is special to me

the way we shared every bite of my favourite dish

with a kiss ..

the way you entice my nerves as you approach me

slowly pacing your way closer to me

as I fumble under your arms..

I gasp my breath, feeling breathless

even when I am breathing your aroma

you blind me, with your charms

take me in your arms

let me be the dew drops closer to your heart.

 

 

 

You broke away the entropy

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Entropy ruled my mind

until I enfolded you

until you came into my life

I doubted what I ever wanted

you carry me like am so fragile

never letting my heart break away

the moment we made love

the hidden renegade in me aroused

I fell in love with the pain, that you made with love

until then the pain was scary

but with you, the pain also seemed the sweetest

I let myself loose in your arms

to let you explore the depths of me

never leave my side

as I am addicted to you in me

as the fire and ice, just keep me warm

before I melt you in me

 

 

 

A crumbled soul..

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The look in your eyes

scares me at times

remind me the world is never the same

as I assumed it to be

everything went astray with me

when I matched those eyes

the wolf eyes, that stole everything from me

broke me completely

fragmenting the peace in my dreams

evoking my demons

turning me into the devil I was scared to be

running away was impossible

as the thoughts haunted me

now and then all along

the clutches too strong to just untag

scars may mend away

though the depth never seal

a pain I endure all along.