Holidays are yet to finish

Daily my lil one keeps counting days, she doesn’t want the holiday s to finish , but she knows this is not indefinite . She want to be at home, with me and her sister, and enjoy or lazy around the house.

Morning are not a rush hour, you can just slow down , enjoy every moment, every bite of your nibble and sit down on the couch and watch all your fav tv shows. I know its everyones wish always , when we are small , its quite easy, but when we are big , am sure , we don’t get it.

Every morning she wakes up ,she asks me, mom today 5 or 6 ,she keeps forgetting exactly how many days are over, one way I don’t let her know too , so that , instead of counting she enjoys her day. I know even i used to do the same, keep counting the days and feel sad finally , forget to enjoy my days. 

WE don’t do much of an excitement things around , but be at home , even our xmas was like that, am too lazy to go out and in the end I don’t take them too , I too feel guilty of not making them enjoy their holidays. Poor girls they have such a boring  mom around .

I always like being at home , making my holidays look boring for others, but am always happy at home, than anywhere.The walls around me protect me, and thats the fun for me. May be I do a lil cooking , or be lazy and cuddle on the couch, or watch some movie, or switch channels on my TV, not even sticking on to some programs. 

May be am turning them to be like me, like couch potatoes, but one way am glad, she is not bored being with me. 

Happy holidays. !! 

Hope next year brings in a good change in me.. !!!

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Songs and songs forever

When nandu was small, it was all the time cartoon or some fav rhymes of her on tv. My younger one, has a different taste, she like all movie songs.She enjoys all the songs , with a good beat , she dances , and enjoys singing  along ,and she has company too my nandu  , so she enjoys it even more. 

the songs keeps playing from morning till night, and in between that , fights for cartoon also will be going on, all the time. Its tough, and mostly my younger one wins , the privilege of being younger one. And myself and their dad , and my nandu, fails, and have to sit and listen to the same set of songs , over and over.

Nowadays , I don’t sing any songs, seems am getting enough of songs , its like in sleep also , I feel like the songs are played in the house, so nothing else seems to run in my head.

Height of addiction. 

Wonder when she will get bored with the same songs played over and over, I remember when I was in my teens, I used to record a casset full , one song, just to listen to it over and over. Now am over with such madness , and getting civilised.

I never knew my moms words would come true, like this. As she used to say , I will also have to understand how difficult it is to listen to a song over and over again , when you really got bored with it. 

History repeats.  😉 

when am away

Its a tough thing for moms , at times , to let go few things and relax. Yea, I am a kind of that. 

Whenever I leave my baby with their dad ,or anyone else ,other than my mom, I tend to give lots of to-do checklist , wherein I should not have to at times. Its a natural habit in me, even I am busy in some certain work , not away actually, I still give a big list, and their dad , gives me  an expression ” What a mad woman, don’t I know to do al those , why giving a long lecture” , I know its not told , but I can still think this will be the though going on in his head.

At times , I know some people don’t know to manage my kids ,and I have to give a long better options when one doesn’t work out. Some people I trust to a different level, I know they can handle any kind of situation they would encounter and they may come up with better options, than  the ones I could list out. 

The problem with me , am so obsessed with parenting that , I hate to leave my kids with anyone. And even if I do, the only time I relax is when am back with them , and hug them tightly. 

The secret wish is that, I want them to miss me when am away, and eagerly wait for me to come back and feel the better relaxed with me. Ofcourse am jealous to see if someone can handle my kids better than me, luckily only my mom can do it. 😉 

At times , I need to remind myself, that parenting is a task , that has to be done by both parents and not alone by mom. A kid needs both mom and dad, only then its a complete family. And as a mom , most of the times, I need to try to keep my kids happier, Thats why a big list of things come out of my mouth, when am not with them , because , I don’t want anyone to be imperfect for them, but be able to do atleast a minimal things which I do. 

my lil brave gal

She was happily coming home, with a big smile on her face,along with the security in charge of our apartment and I was shocked, happy , surprised, worried , and angry as well , a mixed emotion, but the only expression came up, was a smile  (with a heart beating and telling me , poor lil gal she doesn’t know). 

As usual , everyday I go near the gate to bring my daughter back to home, its a regular thing, but that day, as I was running down, since I was late by few minutes , but still relaxed thinking that the bus will be late ,as it is always , I was surprised to see my daughter walking down ,to me  with the security. I could see that she was proud of her self , the smile and happiness on her face, I didn’t want her to get panicked or make believe her that the world around her is bad ,so do not trust.

I just thanked the guy who brought her, she was full of courage ,she said , mom I told that guy, that i stay in this particular flat, and he brought me here, “mom I am a grown up now, a big girl “. I was so happy too, as she remembered whatever I taught her. I didn’t upset her, as I was sure she is gaining a confidence on her own.

I was angry that the people in her bus was irresponsible leaving her at the gate and going , I was scared a moment , wondering what would have happened , luckily GOD is not that bad . 

What i just did was , thank god and gave a lovely smile to her, saying she has done a good job. I want to build up her confidence, not to shackle it down with all those worried thoughts but at the same time, another day, I told her, that first you should be careful always, and wait for me anytime. 

I guess as always she will be listening to me. 

setting up our first xmas tree

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It was fun putting up the xmas tree in our home.

We went to search many shops to get an apt one for our home. Since its the first time, we were quite unaware , what to get and what not. I just have a vague remembrance of my xmas in my college hostel, where in we hostlers decorated our tree,the one we went to bring from the boys hostel , bringing it all over to our hostel, it was indeed a  tiresome  work , but it was fun. Then putting up the  xmas crib, , it was all first time for me, but enjoyed , even though that was the last time too.

I remember , the seniors in our hostel, went to many houses singing xmas carols , and getting goodies and giving at the same time. And the finest carols sung in the chapel of our college. It was fun decorating the chapel with flowers, and the evening of our xmas there , was so memorable , lovely carols sung by our funds and teachers, senior teachers and other inmates all gathered to celebrate the wonderful xmas. ( the memories are fresh in my mind, missing it too ). 

I know I may bot be able to put up such an xmas, but still we put up a small xmas tree, and as many others, will try a small gifts for my kids . Nandu seems to be so much into xmas , as she sees in cartoons, she thinks that a real santa is gona come and give gifts, where in she don’t know that , we parents will be santa , giving them gifts. 

Whatever she thinks , I want to put up a good xmas for her. I ma sure that, one day, all these memories  will bring a smile on their  face, and thats what I can do now.  We bought decoration for the are and my lovely lil daughters loved hanging them on the tree.

The only tough things was to keep my younger one away from  the tree, as she was pulling out all the things her sister and her dad was hanging on the tree. Everything was new to her, so she would take each and everything and starts to play with her, when they try t grab it from her, she keeps running with those, and again , pick something new from the tree, so we were sure that, this would be the last xmas for that poor tree, as she was puling it in this and that way, so that its branches would come out. 

Finally the tree was done, the only thing left is guarding the tree atleast until xmas , so that my lil gopika won’t damage it. 

Whatever , still , its always fun with family !!!

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