Shhh …..silence …i just can hear the fan and some stupid vehicles outside my house honking (while i curse them for making sounds and tryng to wake up my darling )…just silence otherwise…i slowly moved away from her..taking my fingers slowly out of her small cute hand and strated to crawl out of bed.
I kept my breath still …and moved a lil further and almost reached the end…and then just turned to look my lil one sleeping…then slowly got up from my bed .
To ensure that i have kept enough pillows for her safety, i crosschecked the position and slowly moved a few steps further from the bed…again…just as i reached the door i turned back and what do i see
My cutie pie is upturned and wide awake giving me a cute smile conveying me that ” mummy you are not smart enough to put me to sleep and sleak out , don’t play with me mumma” .
At that point am not sure whether to smile or not and finally ….i just did nothing but smile and again cuddle on the bed with her.
Sometimes i feel its just injustice all pains for daughters and nothing for sons.
The moment girls are born parents know that one day they will sail off to some other family to an unknown world. So strange isin’t it , yes and ofcourse there is no other option , girls has to live with it the bitter truth.
Parents love , educate , make them capable and finally they are off to some home because they are taught to be good and obedient and has to live with another family and make a family of their own.
Luckily nowadays generation has nuclear families , so its just small world and many can easily get adjusted and moreover both the gal as well as the boy gets equal share if pain of being away from family .
Lets not educate gals to be a household no more housewives as we are not married to a house , let our daughters use the value of education provided to them.
One day i too will achieve my dream and make my parents n my family proud. I want to be the best mum to my darling daughters and inspire them to be independent , it doesnt mean I might run away from looking after them , i want to enrich and nourish them and make them strong and capable .
Daughters are a blessing , they bring immense pleasure and happiness .Their smile just spread awsomeness in our life. Continue reading Daughters
Am.not sure about other mommies..but ofcourse am a lil jealous..when my lil darling daughters adore someone else other than me.
I just can’t digest that idea about me being inferior to anyone else in their life. I enjoy the moments when someone else takes them from my arms and they keep looking for me because they can’t be away from me.
Its a special feeling and I keep njoyng it. BUT ofcourse i know i need to give them some space in their life which helps them realize many things in life.
Always want my kids to give importance to us parents and then comes anyone else. Its not easy…those feeling comes with lots of love , understanding , freedom of thoughts and care , nothing else bring about what i want to be in my kids eyes.
Hope I Will be able to be important to them in their life.
Am just a beginner , don’t know the ethics in writing , and not much knowledge in writing , but as a human, require motivation.
Luckily have a few friends who find time for us to read and give comments , else writing will be like a dream unachievable for me. I feel my 24hrs are just not enough to jot down a few words, to feel better. Writing helps like as if am talking to my inner self, just putting down what i feel helps me a lot.
It just refreshes mind, sometimes I end up writing lots of drafts and just save it, sometimes i publish it and a few good friends of mine, who are not jobless find time to read it and I just feel ” Oh thank god , at least there is some one to read what I have written , or someone is just experiencing what I feel .”
Everyone is busy , who gets to find time for others, who keep us alive at times.Social networking is helping people to chill out a lil time from their busy life which revolves around for me as , cooking, cleaning,kids,and other lil household purchasing to just me time which i rarely get.
Every word of appreciation is pretty much important , even if its just for nothing, it helps and motivates to live.I have seen my daughter feel it ,every time ,even if she makes a small tower, its truly a big achievement for her, if I just neglect it, I know , going on further ,she will stop appreciating everything around her and that doesn’t make a perfect person.
The idea of fancy dress was too scary for me.
I was not sure what to dress her up like , the theme was ‘best out of waste’ , I have never done so far anything in fancy dress even when I was a kid , somewhere I was not comfortable being dressed up like someone or something. But I wanted my daughter to enjoy every bit of schooling.
I always wanted her to be happy , I know she loves dressing up , even though am not a crafty person , I thought I should try my hands on it. From the day I got the letter from school , i just signed the consent form without thinking, because I was just sure about one things, whatever happens I will dress her up as something but never sure about as ‘what’ .
My fellow parents kept asking me , what idea I had in mind, I was skeptical , sometimes scared I might drop the idea about fancy dress , still I just wanted her to be happy . Finally I was sure I wanted her to be something beautiful but what ???
Again thoughts kept hurdling in my mind , finally I browsed n browsed and browsed and finalised on mermaid . Again making it was lil tedious for me , because I have never attempted art and craft , but for her anything I can do.
And I made it, and landed up in fancy dress competition as a lovely lil mermaid.