I need to remind myself on these words again and again.
Whenever i feel down.. i just remember these words and its like ,magic for me. I feel more energetic , more happy and feel better .
Sometimes its more irritating to be at home, doing nothing than the monotonous household work and it leads to boredom , laziness (which already am having lots) , and lot of negative thinking , but everything goes off, when am with my kids, or when am cooking something special , and when am actually busy with all work around. But its not always the same.
Everyday is not a good and bright one, sometimes i just feel like being sitting bored , doing nothing, but what to do when i starve and my kids starve, i can;t help …so i go the junk way even if i have lots of fruits in my home …sometimes only junk food can help me out of my hunger…I know its not the right way, but sometimes its like that, i guess everyone has a junk food day…
I know all these things will be a past one day , when am getting the right job , wherein i don’t have to compromise on my kids , I want something where in I can be with kids as well have a job worth lifting my self-esteem, something my parents be proud of. Sometimes i think I can be a teacher, another moment i think i can be a blogger , another moment i think i should pursue what i have studied .. and all these confusions ..make me mad..seriously idle mind is a devils brain… and i don’t want to be a devil..and not any perfect angel , but a lovely mom and a good daughter for my parents.
Always when you are down, with any fights or any depression, just remember ..there are people who are so unfortunate than us, so whatever happens in our life , if its bad, always there is something better at the end of the day to be for , as the sun sets for a beautiful night o come and a lovely sunrise to shine our lives.