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Is love complicated or was she?

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Memories were deep

some caused her hurt and some gave her comfort

the memories were so sharp that it could wound her soul

her eyes faded her pains with a smile that enlightened everyone around her

she was lively and smiling, yet none knew the hidden her

she never let her tears roll out in front of the strange world

the ones who never knew her

even though they claimed to know her the best

she craved for none, but only love

love in the simplest form

she never fondled herself with precious gifts

she longed for only the heart that could love selflessly

she could live even without being loved, yet her soul yearned for the presence

more than the presents that were offered

she could not find out why it was so complicated to take care of herself

was love soo complicated?

doesn’t it mean that you just need a heartful touch to the soul

she could feel that her memories that she cherished in her forever could give her goosebumps

yet the ones near could never overwhelm her with their presence too.

was she too complicated and hard-hearted?

she never knew the answer

yet she thrived hard to find the answers

her quest for love never ended until she met someone who answered all her question, with his presence.

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The first imprint of motherhood

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Her heart was beating uncontrollably. The thoughts made her smile.

She was incredibly excited and overwhelmed.

Her body was shivering, with the uncontrollable energy, she had exerted for the journey.

She was pale and blood was oozing out of her.

Some invisible hands were helping her stop bleeding and cleaning up.

She was totally absorbed in the excitement, her eyes searching for someone.

someone she was truly waiting for.

Someone who has transformed her in a second

Even if she was tired, uncontrollably happy that her body could not handle the happiness, her eyes waited

she was feeling cold, she wanted the warmth..held herself up on that not so comfy surface, eyes searching, she could hear a small tiny voice, but could not see what it looked like.

The seconds were killing her, all she wanted was a glimpse

Finally, her smiled before even her lips could put it up

And she was gifted at the very moment when they lay her baby girl in her arms all wrapped and cozy with her cute little face and incredibly small hands out of the wrap.

she was overjoyed, happier than ever, luckier than ever and wealthier too.

She kissed her lil one, fed her the first bite of welcome drink from her very own breasts feeling the powerfulness and the worthiness of being a mom and giving a new life.

The first touch of her angel on her bare chest with those tiny hands were giving her goosebumbs.

The joy was unexplainable, all she wanted was to cuddle with her angel, and never be out of her sight.

All her pain, discomfort, shy everything just vanished into thin air.

The smiling face of her angel and the feel of her lips on her while sucking the milk remained in her heart forever and ever.

Leaving her first stepping stone in motherhood, an imprint forever.